I have always been a hoarder. Whether it is shells on the beach, interesting pebbles or clothes that still have some wear in them, I find it hard to let these things go. I have been pondering the reasons why I hang on to stuff like this and came up with quite a list. I then pondered my list and realised that all my reasons actually stem from the same source; in the end it all comes down to fear.
Whenever I consider rationalising my wardrobe there is always a cautious little voice whispering in my ear, “You are bound to need it if you throw it away, put it back!” And this has at times been true; perhaps I haven’t needed it as such, but it would have come in handy. So often I decide to clear out some ornaments or kitchen equipment and the little voice nudges me again: “It would make a great prop for some photos”, or ”Maybe you haven’t used that baking tin in years but it would come in handy”. This little voice is so often the reason that things are pushed back into the cupboard.
This cautious little voice is instilling in me the fear of needing these possessions if I no longer have them. Storing these things in my cupboards puts me back in my comfort zone. It’s all there if I need it, you never know, one day…
But I think it’s time to listen to the little voice that says “Wouldn’t it be nice to have more space? You don’t need all this stuff. Maybe someone else could use it.” This little voice is frequently drowned out by the cautious voice, but I say, “Shout louder, little voice!” Having possessions brings not only the fear of letting them go but also the fear of the inadvertent letting go of losing them. It can also bring the ideal opportunity to practise letting go. To be able to relinquish ‘stuff’ without regret or recriminations, to move forward into the future with hope and anticipation. Think of the freedom that a life without a need for so many possessions would bring! Trust in the Universe to provide and get ready for some spring cleaning!